The Self has never left

Again and again, I read the stream I wrote back in October, before I came to visit Swami Shyam in India and now, I can say that what I wrote makes more sense to me now. It did not quite make sense when I wrote it. But now that I am returning to Boulder, I am happy to really grasp it on a deeper level. Which shows that the Self never leaves us, truth is always there. And we can tap into it if we are open and mostly relaxed. But it also means that one needs to know what the words mean in a true way, to really deepen the connection with truth and expand the mind. So by sitting with Satguru, I realized the Guru within has always been there expressing truth thru the writings. My attention and comprehension or rather the knowledge and the identification to the divine self that was writing had to follow. So since mid November, I was bathed in the sweet nectar of truth and the sprout of truth bloomed in my mind. Now it will be there forever, as it is the fruit of the forever, the eternal. I am so blessed and forever thankful to Divine and Swami, to help me remember Amuram Hum Maduhram Hum...